Today I am thinking DEEP!!! I know......don't laugh:) I'm thinking about the future, dreams, life, music, my family, people's hurts, home, 3rd world countries, and even financial thoughts. Pretty random but all the same, I'm thinking of them all. What started me down this trail? My sweet friend Sheli......asked me to sing "Anyway" because she says it's my story. I listened to it and loved it but it wasn't until I focused on the words and sang them until it truly sunk in. So oftentimes I dream about something or think how wonderful it would be to attain a certain goal only to turn around and dout that it will ever come to fruition or Happen! I doubt my ability to carry through or achieve my dream of singing for LIFE! God has given me this burden to sing for HIS glory and I WILL do it! What that looks like I cannot tell you but I pray daily for enlarged territory and a mission field of opportunity. He wants to give us our hearts desire and I know that He cares. Give when you don't receive-Sing when everyone will forget you even sang-build even if it falls apart. It's easy to think and fall into the trap of holding back out of hurts, worries or the fear of potentially being hurt ,but the truth is? We aren't truly living until we give our ALL! When we give our all and our best we are giving as Christ wants us to give. That isn't easy to do when we are hurt by someone who seems to care less about us or whatever the case may be. But, God as my witness I will not let that hold me back and keep me from doing what it is that He has called me to do. That is where He placed me and the path hasn't been easy but it has been very rewarding. My eyes are on Heavenly, and not earthly things.
As Christmas approaches, I know and feel peace in knowing that He rules my life and will lead me where I should go. How comforting that is. How do people cope without Christ in their life? I would be utterly and completely lost without Him in my life and the air I breathe would be stagnant without Him.
"I will sing even if one forgets the song"
"I will forgive even if not forgiven"
"I will give even if I don't receive"
"I will serve my Master though no one go with me"
"I will obey His calling tho hard the way"
"I will listen to His still small voice"
"I will be the BEST I can be even if rejected by men"
"I will do what I'm good at regardless of men's opinions"
"I will be a servan heart by giving to others"
That is my heart and where God calls me to be. Therein I am at peace
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